Monday, April 28, 2014

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Pictures of Me

Problem

My mom was being annoying and I just asked and she was upset..

Problem

They loaded the page without the Ginny post coming up this time so it said my mo instead.  ':[

Problem

I bet this is for Ginny cuz I said I didn't know if I was taking voice this summer.  She's a theater and therapy person who specializes in the voice..

Problem

Now, my mom got Curry but some kind I never had cuz she had to..

And she gave me the wrong amt. of money for the social group today..  I'm not picking up after anyone.  I'm not older than my mom.  She doesn't need special care.  She just needs advice and help.

Call 911 for me.

Re: Jews are disgusting beings. Exxample : Ivy_Meer

stfu bitch do it 

otherwise i will kill ellen

Problem

Someone on IMDb who is like stalking me who makes me uncomfortable posted the state they're from.  Another user, not really bad, happened to say for me to send her pix of parts of my body and she'd send me hers.

They also loaded something that might be like my future son.

Problem

Sometimes, my mail just keeps loading and I see that circle thing.. on the IMDb browser..

Issue

People seem to blame me for not "making" my dad.  Some people say, "Make me."  We should respect them, but people get jealous of who I am.

Like, I've wanted him to exercise and get out.  He and my brother are often reluctant to listen to me.  There's nothing I can do.  Now, I find it's a point of interest rather than talking to me about something -else- important.

Controversial Topic

I am sorry it is so, but it's entertainment.

link

What can I say?  That's what people are thinking about, and I don't believe in saying oh I'm too cool to talk or whatever.

I can help.

I remember the early-mid 1990s well.  It's when the 80s kids grew up.  They had responsibilities and adventures.

Problem

I know you would tell me I'm not good enough for something for some reason and I'll find out it's race or who my parents are.

Problem

It's not right to be mean to me.

Something Sad

Something hurt me.  My mom made chicken curry for like once in like a few years, and my dad took it.. we had wings, too.  And he dumped a lotta it finally and some rice.  My mom took the rest I think.  Didn't ask me if I wanted more.

Olden Days

Think of all those people born in the 1970s experienced and when I was born they thought they'd be jealous of my young age and being born later and so it all stopped and I just see what things were like by watching educational television.

Not Fit For Another Race

Something just came over me.  I bet Ellen thinks I'm not fit for 1980 stuff.  I don't know where she's coming from.  She doesn't like me nor my parents.  Like, the appopriate question, which she always can do, is are you cool or if you have problems do you have good parents?  Well, then it goes I don't have anything to do with anything good about them.  I think Ellen thinks that because she is thinking like I'm 1/2 Chinese and not camera ready for something like that.  It's just that if she knows I'm 1/2 Chinese, that's "what" she'd think.

The New Thing for..

Ellen

People are taking efforts to tell Ellen she "wants to do it" and not be my friend and not "be there" for anyone, like the end of Ellen in an orderly fashion.  She is indeed very likeable.  You know though how you want someone who is at your same caliber?  They seem to do that whenever things go your way.  Guess we all need a break and something to think about.  My life is not quite so comfortable, people all jittery around me.  I don't like going back and forth saying yes Ellen I do like you and would enjoy if in life people could know you some of us and no Ellen if you wanna go that's your life and in your interest.  (I'm watching TV, too..)

Competitive

It's people born around 1960 who are real nice and ***y.  They know how to make you feel good, even when things aren't going as planned.  It's a big competition for them like it was for those really cute guys in high school with the bowl cut brushed to the side who looked English American.  So, I am attacked for getting upset sometimes.  It seems Ellen is making nice letters for her fans.  Also, think about the 1980s and how nostalgic things still were.  I'd like to be a movie actor and bring that back.  They are always meeting people and finding people to make them feel good.  They are free to lead the world and have money to buy a mansion even, though I want a business type earned mansion.  I want to donate money to making prisons a better place and maybe getting people to leave earlier.  So, there's always hope for most.  I think we were supposed to try to act as little kids.  I didn't feel ready, to be safe didn't do it.  I guess it's sorta over at 16.  I feel like I'm stuck how I am forever.

Issue

People think I am always flailing thoughts around, but I would have preferred Ellen never be mean to me.  Don't you realize that's a fault of hers?  However, I enjoy her show.  I would say I am overly offended by the likes of others and most people if you think like I deserve no Ellen, though otherwise I figured she deserves to do what she likes.  I don't know where she gets her support to go on each day as she does.  I wanted to meet people more than be a public icon.  I'll still have Sarah Brightman and Chloe Sevigny.  I don't "expect" people to do things for me, but I'm desperate for friends.

The Lost Generation - People Born in the 1980s

The older people like Johnny Depp, Tim Burton, Ellen DeGeneres, are guilty of when they let down their guard and acted like kids, while we can't even have contact with them when they're not more special than us.  Then, younger kids think they are the mold of how we tried to evolve.  See, it's all about people born around 1960 and their kids born around 2000.

What should be done?  Guess nothing.  It can only get worse if you try to do something.  We just have to keep trying like we've been.  And you can't get mad if you were too lazy to try and someone else your age makes it.

Lost Chance but Still Alive

I'm watching about South Floridian crocodiles and some other animals.  Just looking at Florida it reminds me of me as a tiny spark.  All I know is that you can say anything about what you are and where you're from unless you're from Florida and not really all white..  I want everyone to be able to feel that, a connection with Florida.  I don't know any code.  I mean like that I have that no one else can.  What I'm trying to say was if people weren't racist, I coulda fit right in.  Maybe, my parents would still take me out and just apply sunblock and my hair would be white and not black, really.  I feel I am in trouble for what goes on inside.