Lost Chance but Still Alive

I'm watching about South Floridian crocodiles and some other animals.  Just looking at Florida it reminds me of me as a tiny spark.  All I know is that you can say anything about what you are and where you're from unless you're from Florida and not really all white..  I want everyone to be able to feel that, a connection with Florida.  I don't know any code.  I mean like that I have that no one else can.  What I'm trying to say was if people weren't racist, I coulda fit right in.  Maybe, my parents would still take me out and just apply sunblock and my hair would be white and not black, really.  I feel I am in trouble for what goes on inside.