I was disturbed the word k*** came to mind when that guy was like looking at me like I'm not white and I'm a simple cheat. People won't stop! I'm not a toy.
link
I must also say it was quite a flippant joke of them to think that they are as emotional outwardly as she is and she is ^something for them^ but not only that but others and just not me but as though I'm too much, like the straw that broke the camel's back.
Sunday, April 27, 2014
How long does this last?
Sometimes, the keys are sticking. It takes awhile for it to type, but it used to seem that way when I pressed Enter. This is my IMDb browser. Someone bothered me, and I spoke out but not in a bad way. I disagree Ellen, I'm a talker, and these people are not polite.
Problem
My computer is loading slowly on this new browser after talking about a poster I feel is being too like mushy and inappropriate to me secretly. Ellen probably did it.
Being True
I know I am not accepted doing what people from New Orleans would do. They do not accept people being mean to them. They wanna work it out. They don't have to put on a face.
Orlando is just shit.
They think it's about being mean to people like me, though I don't really seem to quite ^make it^ in a place such as this. My room is a bit messy. I didn't know what to do about the internet, MySpace and all. Lots my friends, they grew bored and I had to think about it.
Giving Others Their Turn
I want other people to get as much attention as me, which overall is impossible, but when they do it I do tend to curse them out in my head but on the outside appear most accepting. I just don't want to think I'm any less because of them at any moment. I don't make a fuss, and I do make a fuss over things. I am happy and I think of how good I am when I'm alone. I don't like people telling me to submit to someone else so they can get attention, I want them to get attention but I sit there and feel good about myself otherwise. It works perfectly well. You are a good person
Problem
I'm tired of typing these problems..
My mom said we meaning the dog, and my neighbor sounded like he said Asian. I don't need anything held over like that. I bet Ellen asked him to come out. That is mean.
Unfair
My parents are always acting mean to me to the point I wanna h** them. I was just eating supper. They want me to hit things and hurt myself. Ellen might have done it. I DON'T AGREE! WHAT IS WR%ONG WITH YOU? YOU ARE THE 1 WHO WAS MEAN.
THEY DID IT AGAIN AND ARE HURTING ME. YOU CAN'T SAY I'M NOT CAUCASIAN.
THEY DID IT AGAIN AND ARE HURTING ME. YOU CAN'T SAY I'M NOT CAUCASIAN.
What Kids Today Think
They think they are more mature than us and can say people born around 1960 are their parents. They think they ^are^ that and we're not. Sorry to burst your bubble, but some people have younger parents! You're not 1st! Not that it should devastate you. You were LAST. You're also the only 1!
Apology
I didn't like something being rubbed in, and it didn't seem good for neither of us. I'm not so old-seeming myself but have an older parent. I just know that it's gonna go to someone else, having younger parents. HA! I'm sure people'd love to know this, what can I say?
I have a feeling people with older parents have a problem and won't be happy like I can be. That's the problem, not me.
I have a feeling people with older parents have a problem and won't be happy like I can be. That's the problem, not me.
Class Years
I am almost certain that kids born in 1998 should be a certain way, though apparently it has gone to people born in 1997 somehow. It makes you wonder why people who existed in 1996 come out a certain way. Guess it's the class year effect. The funny thing is it's the style, and I guess computers technically were out in 1997. I'm gonna go with 1998 being after the cutoff.
Concern
Black people are more concerned about keeping their skin dark and try to be shaped in funny ways. The main thing about being white is .. being white! Not twisting your face up. It just isn't befitting and seems weird. I mean the females, what they do. Many of them don't upkeep themselves well though some do well. I saw 1 lady on The Ellen DeGeneres Show dancing with her small daughter and she was fab! She acted more white than black but didn't seem to have any problems, like me, just dance.. just dance..
Past Post
No one has a right to go and favor everyone I know over me and then think it's me but they're the 1s all fascinated over it. It made me mad and think something bad, why I posted this. You can't just waste my time tossing this nonsense around. I didn't do anything to anyone, and you revel in that I did.Is my post at all important?
How else should I say it? It seems that such and such likes people I know over me and I have no hope of meeting anyone I like anymore.
Righteousness
Someone on the IMDb Soapbox wants to talk to someone famous, like no one is good enough for them. Lead a life of guilt-riddenness like me for not doing anything but being made to think so! Like you deserve something and I don't. Never mind who it happens to, I know it happens. I've even talked about it a lot, wheresas this person just is riding along and will realize people will not want to talk to them if they don't change back. They started off speaking to me in Chinese, and that's racist. Why would anyone think I like that? I guess it's too late. I later looked and saw it looked cute with its profile pic.
Recap
Before I go out into the house, sorry for the anger I've had that I hope I all can unweave.. I had to close the door, even, like it open sometimes. Want a Capri Sun, supper time, and a nap.
Highly Sensitive
I was wondering why Ellen gets to feel so much pleasure ever since she was little and no one else does. Like Johnny Depp, I equated it with being drunk or having ***. I mean no harm. That's something we couldn't even possibly m********* to even to feel appeased, which maybe you'd find a little insulting. People just want to live their dreams without being told their parents aren't good enough.
Playing With Your Kids
What do you think of adults using younger kids getting attention in a better way to tease you? I think that there are usually other issues than just that. They might play with identities of others like toys. Like, they wish they wish someone was unattractive so the youngest 1 looks the absolute best, though you think their lives are not worth it.. xp They know they can't be the baby, so they act like everything they say is right. It's those people born in the mid-late 1960s, those dark-haired men who hate the world! We should not give a care! This is truly wrong!
and then
getting mad if you can't go through it with a straight face? What next?! I think it's rather odd that things should happen that way, am I just upset sometimes and need to put on the plugs? They could still bother me. They don't here, though.
My shyt life
You think I have what I need, but I have treatment I don't need. Would you go crazy if everyone said you were perfect, and I mean everyone, and then along cums lil miss ellen d-generes. I realize she looks nice, but she sends secret messages via other people.
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@milkandbookies @PeytonList That was rude. Something up?! Or you just want me not to even have just seen this?
— Christina Barrett (@awildGRITS) April 27, 2014
Mad
No one has a right to go and favor everyone I know over me and then think it's me but they're the 1s all fascinated over it. It made me mad and think something bad, why I posted this. You can't just waste my time tossing this nonsense around. I didn't do anything to anyone, and you revel in that I did.
Question
Why does Ellen claim to be okay if she does all these weird things to me, like has my mom act a certain way cuz she said so, a way that's not good?
Problem
They are rubbing in a friend with older parents. I'm gonna be seeing this browser all day perhaps.
What I Did
I did miss some blows to the head and am unsure of what really all happened, so it mustn't be too bad, though I feel some people were knocked out as being simpler than they'd like in some way.
Also, last night something creative and applicable and not too painful nor important occurred, and some party pooper just wants to punish me or get other people to sweat doing it.
Also, last night something creative and applicable and not too painful nor important occurred, and some party pooper just wants to punish me or get other people to sweat doing it.
Problem and Past Possible Apology
So, I am sorry I thought violent thoughts this morning, and you'd think if I didn't mean it I wouldn't do it. I was mad, though, and tried to find some way to get my anger out.. People are constantly mean to me and it makes them feel good.
However, I don't agree with them tailing me and setting up things to make me mad. Who do you think is doing this? My life is so shitty. My dad looked at me in a mushy way once when I almost said shitty.
They won't admit how mean they are to me. I don't wanna be punished all the time, I'm good and too old! I am sick of people like this being involved in Ellen somehow. Hm, did you just push that thorn in a little more so maybe she really will talk to others at length? Well, that's what I feel. It's like there's no Ellen and people are getting away with knowing her for bad reasons. Maybe, you ask to see how much I am not concerned?
They won't stop!! They're still going on!!
However, I don't agree with them tailing me and setting up things to make me mad. Who do you think is doing this? My life is so shitty. My dad looked at me in a mushy way once when I almost said shitty.
They won't admit how mean they are to me. I don't wanna be punished all the time, I'm good and too old! I am sick of people like this being involved in Ellen somehow. Hm, did you just push that thorn in a little more so maybe she really will talk to others at length? Well, that's what I feel. It's like there's no Ellen and people are getting away with knowing her for bad reasons. Maybe, you ask to see how much I am not concerned?
They won't stop!! They're still going on!!
TV
I was watching them dig up a new Egyptian tomb, hoping it's Tut.
It was so amazing to see, and there were Egyptians with them. They had some very dark black people help with the lifting up from the tomb. They seemed really happy in the moment. I just noticed.
They were reading inscriptions for clues, in big vases. It was mostly rock with inscriptions it seemed.
The people were so fascinated and it was like a little party.
It was so amazing to see, and there were Egyptians with them. They had some very dark black people help with the lifting up from the tomb. They seemed really happy in the moment. I just noticed.
They were reading inscriptions for clues, in big vases. It was mostly rock with inscriptions it seemed.
The people were so fascinated and it was like a little party.
Problem
Does anyone care how shitty my life is because of the secret messages I get? I don't feel like I can hold myself together.
Issue
From seeing something on TV, I am thinking I am uncomfortable with if my dad has talked to Ellen.
I had a forum where I tried to talk about her with him.. he didn't have much to say ever but "said something."
I guess people are upset if she talked to him at length and|or regularly. I'm the 1 who seeks out those things if I feel I am worthy!
I hope this post does not cause any problems. I think I was drawn to think this because what's going on is pretty shitty. I was influenced by the true interests of other honest people to discuss and think about it this way. My question would be along the lines of so Ellen just talks to anyone who can up the ante? LOL? I guess black people also have an issue with him. He wants to change and ruin things that are important to you! Like that's when I felt for a double chin, around him. Now, I am fatter than my mom. So, who else does Ellen talk to? My dad acts like Ellen is better, but I don't see how that's an okay way to treat me. Think of all the teenagers. I'm trapped with people with bad interests.
I had a forum where I tried to talk about her with him.. he didn't have much to say ever but "said something."
I guess people are upset if she talked to him at length and|or regularly. I'm the 1 who seeks out those things if I feel I am worthy!
I hope this post does not cause any problems. I think I was drawn to think this because what's going on is pretty shitty. I was influenced by the true interests of other honest people to discuss and think about it this way. My question would be along the lines of so Ellen just talks to anyone who can up the ante? LOL? I guess black people also have an issue with him. He wants to change and ruin things that are important to you! Like that's when I felt for a double chin, around him. Now, I am fatter than my mom. So, who else does Ellen talk to? My dad acts like Ellen is better, but I don't see how that's an okay way to treat me. Think of all the teenagers. I'm trapped with people with bad interests.
Weird
Sometimes, it's okay to be mad yourself, but anyway I feel weird listening to Tim Burton that I can't get mad in any way and that if I do someone will do something, even if it came out of being poked at on all sides! I think it was a twisted message like the selfish insult..
1 of the Suspicious Topics on the IMDb Soapbox
"'When push comes to shove, you can't even breathe.'"
Competition (With This Lady..)
Why are people all strewing the streets that Ellen is better than me. I never claimed to wanna be the way I am, and I was further ahead than Ellen in the maturity of my looks when I was younger compared to her at that age. How dare you not let me be who I wanna be because of Tim Burton and his safety rules that are bad and his kind of popualarities. I seem to do more things than Ellen in the real world, whilst she's wrapped up in some fantasy cloud in L.A.! I'm not the kind of person she'd be mean to, and she's meanest to me!
And the title, "with this lady" is not necessarily sarcastic. So, dunno??
And the title, "with this lady" is not necessarily sarcastic. So, dunno??
Problem
Someone is teasing me on the Soapbox. My dad made me mad thinking about my future daughter in a movie and I slapped the wall as I went to my room. They're addicted to my Gramma thinking that if something happens at the same time it has something to do with a problem I have and needs to therefore be turned into hurting me and the situation. The idea was not a good 1, and he would not leave me alone. The problem is I got a bad reaction when I was poked at.
In Prison!
I am so sorry for what I said about someone as a kid, was trying to help others like Robin Hood but am a Far Lefist Republican.
Better
I was even in a very good mood about the people whose feelings I must have hurt with my attitude. You know, I really need to be careful. I think I feel much better but still uncomfortable about others getting under my skin. I just sorta react and then maybe try to ignore like I should so I don't do something wrong I guess. It's just difficult. I need to try.
Big Apology - Hope You Will Accept
I am thinking of something in particular, but I am sorry to everyone else especially for the similar thing. I am very sorry for being so sloppy and careless in how I speak. I didn't mean anything and should not have ruined that time by playing around. I should know the right thing for me will come.
Advice for Convicts
The thing that freaks me out is if someone goes out and kills people on purpose. You can accidentally run into someone and be in trouble if you drank too much alcohol, even if you aren't at the wheel. It's 30 years I think, or 40, in some places. All I can say about me going to the mental hospital is my teacher who kinda got me in there once went there 3 times. I wish that people let us visit more easily. Guess I have to get my butt up and go do it. At the SPCA I will be around animals who could even be sick. I am set to be a dog wrangler. I wanna cart food in a hospital for a job. Anyway, I feel sorry for the conditions in jail. I don't think it makes sense to lock a person up. They could have a keyboard and computer screen under a protective material and allow them online. I just found someone who put 2 bullets in someone's heart and killing him, someone in a gang, is only serving 2 years. I heard most of these people think they will get away with it. I think we should sing and entertain people in jail, just like in the nursing homes. If I'm an actor, I wanna contribute money to prisons and jails. I can't believe people don't get talked to to calm down so they don't do things like this. They are sorry later, some of them, and they can't handle it. It's hard to handle some things, even if you change your ways. And it's just because of lazy societies. We need to buckle down and change the world.
Don't Be Afraid to Live
That's something people always grew up thinking. We were pushed in that way to be more positive.
You make mistakes, you fix them, and somehow you learn love, which involves more than yourself and your artsiness. It involves "girlfriends" and handsome guys. It involves a telephone.
You make mistakes, you fix them, and somehow you learn love, which involves more than yourself and your artsiness. It involves "girlfriends" and handsome guys. It involves a telephone.
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